frustrated. defeated. embarrassed. ashamed.
If you asked me about my prayer life, and I decided to give you the real and raw answer, rather than the watered down one I think you want to hear, those might be the words I’d use.
And I know. In my heart of hearts, I know that those are not words to be defined by, most especially when I am defined by the grace of God.
I yearn to have a prayer time that is fruitful, active, life giving, full of joy.
So why is it such a difficult thing for me?